A reflection.
Obviously I wasn't done. I had something more.
Just a little reflection..
The name of my blog is Hearts and thoughts...
Hearts and thoughts...
Haven't been so much of that specific thing lately.. Mostly thoughts. I really do hope that will change soon though.
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A club is a very, very shallow place. Of course you know that, people stand/sit with their friends at first, mostly looking at potential 'targets' to see if someone's interested. Some time ago when I wasn't feeling so good, that used to be not so very succesful for me earlier when I was feeling kinda down ("kinda"...) because obviously you look how you feel.
I feel much better now and my face isn't really full of ugly zits anymore. So that shallow target-sighting goes a bit better nowadays!
But, as it is a very shallow place, girls might look interested.. until they look a bit further down and notice that i'm not that bodybuilder they had hoped for.
But I'm not really worried about that, I know that I can lose that extra weight I put on after quitting playing handball for real when I really want to.
So I'm very hopeful that it gets more about hearts in the future.

